How could she truly live when something was always holding her back, keeping her tied. ‘let go’ they said, ‘that’s the only way to move forward’. she loved that people have opinions and they dare share them even when not asked for. The audacity. No Sarah I did not ask for your opinions on my eating habits. What taught you to be who you are today? She is rather passive. It’s how she gets by. See she was not like this, but then she let her guard down and she almost drowned. Then lucky for her there were reeds,slimy and all but when she got hold of them, she didn’t let go, and now she is safe in the shore. Lesson, don’t swim in the sea if you are new in town, take on some other hobbies.
She loved the sky, always admired how beautiful it was and how she could form anything she wanted with the clouds. The inspiration came from freedom and change. Everyday each cloud got to be a different shape and would wonder off. And in nightfall it would be gone. Maybe they lived another life, maybe it was the earth rotating, but she loved every part of it. The stars not so much, she loved that they twinkled. She imagine how it felt to be so high up, just shining in the dark sky. Maybe all of them were friends and they all shone and there was no competition except for the morning and evening stars. They must be way too much expressive. The lightning and thunder scared her. They made the clouds dark, the breaking of the sky. The moon was inspiring, artistic even, always on the move, shape shifting.
It would be wonderful if she met someone like her, then they would do all of her favourite things, well their favourite things. Before you bring someone into your castle you need to evaluate for royalty. I mean, if they aren’t used to power, they might steal it from you. Also, they too will evaluate you, get warned. She picked the first sunny smile she met. And people are not toys to play with neither are they clay that you could mould to whatever you want. Want a puppet? get a baby, you could teach them whatever you want but that too is short lived, 15-18 years and your puppet will develop its own brain and then again you could get another one or just study robotics. Did I hear that right, you hate science? too bad.
One thing about her, she liked to be in controll, and when she lost it, it was all his fault. Every single time. Some people will love you even with those faults you display, they will try to overlook it. You could get away with literally anything and they will hold you tightly even when you project. I think those people need help. Some people would define them as needy or even clingy. She put him in a corner and he stayed there. He needed her to help him get to the door. She was toxic and he stayed. Day by day he let her ruin him. She broke him in every imaginable way and he stayed picking the pieces and giving them to her to break even more.
What is your definition of happiness and love? Where/who is your happy place? Think this through, before you tag a person. Everytime I see a love of my life post I laugh. Not because I hate love, I love Love. I love that people feel connected to others to that extent, but what about the next person you love? if things don’t go right with the first love of your life will you still call the other person the love of my life? how many lives do you have?.Then again I wonder, how many happy places have you had? Your bestfriend or your significant other may make you happy, but darling, they are not your happy place. You are supposed to be happy on your own, to love you so that you could spread that happiness and love to them, you are the base hun, but what do I know.
